Bitter

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         It looks ugly.
               It feels gross.
                       It tastes nasty.
               
                                  It's bitter.

What does this word, bitter, mean?
I looked it up and I found: To cause an unpleasant or painful feeling
I don't want to be bitter.
To be bitter is to be harsh and acrid.
To harbor bitter feelings is to get get rid of nice, pleasant feelings.
I don't want that.
But, sometimes, when life is rough, I feel bitter.
I look around me and I begrudge everyone who has a better life.
A better job.
A better education.
A better passion.
And that bitterness tears me up inside.
It releases cold, uncaring words that sting others,
instead of building them up.
It allows for an attitude of neglect,
instead of grace.
It is a disease that, if given reign,
will destroy relationships and corrodes love stories.
                          How about we don't allow bitter to ruin lives.
                                      How about we decide against comparison and strife.
                                                           How about we focus on the sweet things in life.




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